In defense of our dreams

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This is the chance right now, reach down inside, grab a hold of your dreams, and let go.
There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken.
When you will yourself to sleep and it doesn’t come- get up. It doesn’t matter that it’s 3 am. Take a shower. Wash him out of your hair. Write. Read the same book you’ve read 202 times again. The 203rd time might tell you something different. Don’t stay in bed- you will think about the bus again.
Date yourself. Take yourself out to eat. Don’t share your popcorn at the movies with anyone. Stroll around an art museum alone. Fall in love with canvases. Fall in love with yourself.
Get another tattoo. Get five more. Get another hole in your ear. Don’t listen to your dad. You will still be able to get a job. Did you really want to be employed by someone like your father? Haven’t you had enough of judgmental anyway?
When you feel the yearning for a new city- start over. Take 200 bucks and three suitcases. Work anywhere that will have you. Meet strange people and forget your name.
Don’t whisper evil things into your own ear. Other people are going to shout them at you. Be your own hero.
Don’t step in front of a city bus. It will not be beautiful. Live. Stay up all night with a boy that promises you everything and means it. Live. See shitty local bands with a friend. Wear a different band’s t-shirt. No one will care. Live. Wake up. Staying in bed all day is not poetic.
Live.

Live.

Live.

Do you hear that? It’s me. It’s your life. Wake up

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”

I love you forever, enjoy your day!

Mel

Oh! and Ashton Irwin is my world.
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Mom and Dad en We Heart It.

Posted: Lun Agosto 4th, 2014 at 3:18pm
Tagged: anorexic dad poem cutting depressed help Letter life mom quotes scars i'm sorry sad self harm suicidal
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